My producer had frantically emailed me, saying that the studio we had originally been scheduled for had closed. The day I was recording was the day that they announced the impending shutdown of New York City. The week leading up to the date for my studio session was a strange week simmering with uneasiness about the virus’ arrival in New York. Tremulously, I practiced reading chapters aloud and sent in an audition file to the executive producer. I thought about how dearly I would have loved to have a recording of her reading to me as a child. My own mother had read armfuls of books to me as a child-books that she did not understand or pronounce correctly-but they had set me on the path to being a writer. And the more I thought about it, the more I wanted to do this to leave behind a legacy for my daughters, who will not remember my voice that has been reading to them every night. This was before smartphones, so I do not have any recordings or videos of him to remember his voice by.

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I wanted to record one of the narrators-Wonna, who has particular significance for me as she is a mother of an unborn child that she dreams a better childhood for than she had growing up. Not only was the pronunciation of names and places important to get right, but I knew that Korean-American actors would have eaten the comfort food mentioned in the book, had relationships with elders they didn’t agree with, and had their own personal brush with concepts such as “han”-intergenerational resentment and anger and sorrow that is balled up into one word that is impossible to translate.Īs the producer and I tossed around names and ideas of Korean-American actresses, a secret wish bubbled up within me that I wondered if I could be brave enough to articulate.

The book is set in contemporary Korea and explores the way that young women who are not born into wealth and status find inventive ways to survive in the extreme, futuristic city that is Seoul. When it came to casting the audiobook for my debut novel If I Had Your Face, it was important to me to try to find Korean-American actors for the four narrative roles. Editor’s note: If I Had Your Face, released April 21, is Frances Cha’s debut novel set in contemporary Seoul, Korea, about four young women making their way in a world defined by impossible standards of beauty, after-hours room salons catering to wealthy men, ruthless social hierarchies and K-pop mania.īelow, Cha shares the story of recording her audiobook in the middle of a pandemic-followed by audio excerpts from the book, each about two minutes long.

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